My friend, formerly known as Moises

When I first arrived at the orphanage in Honduras, I hugged and kissed all the kids as usual and called them all by name. When I came up to Moises I said, “Moises!” and gave him a hug and kiss. He looked up at me with this toothy grin and shook his head and said excitedly, “Oscar David!” I gave him a suspicious look knowing the kids sometimes like to try and trick you by saying someone else’s name but unfortunately for them, I know all their names and there’s no tricking me. I looked at him and said, “No… your name is Moises” he yelled, “NO! Oscar David!” His friends backed him up and told me his name was really Oscar David. Confused I said, “Ok…” and walked away.

Later, I asked my friend Roberto who works at the orphanage why Moises was saying his name was Oscar David. Roberto told me that when Moises first arrived at the orphanage, he was a baby and they didn’t know his name. They called him Moises – after Moses who was drawn out of the river and adopted in the Bible. They recently received Moises’s paperwork and found out his name was actually Oscar David.

After that, I ran back to my friend, formerly known as Moises, and said to him, “Oscar David!” and he smiled his toothy grin. I couldn’t figure out until today why this story was so special to me but then it hit me when I revisited this picture of him. He was so happy and proud to tell me his new name and even happier every time I called him it. I can just imagine how his friends must have celebrated with him when he received his new name. Perhaps they celebrated similarly to how Jesus and his angels will celebrate with us when we arrive to heaven and He says, “Your past is forgotten and I am now calling you, _____”

The meaning of the name, “Oscar David?”

God’s BELOVED spear.

Strong and mighty like King David.

Oscar David.

International Women’s Day/NEDA Week

how you love yourself is 

how you teach others

to love you

-rupi kaur 

🌸

Debated posting some of these pictures for a while. Not because I don’t like them, but because I was afraid they were “too much.”

I was reminded last week of my haunting eating disorder during National Eating Disorder Awareness Week. I was reminded of an 18 year old girl who hated herself and her curves and would do almost irreversible damage to her body for even the slightest difference on the scale. 

We live in a world where we beg women to love themselves and take care of their bodies and then we shame them when they’re confident. 

The truth is, you will be too much for some people. Those aren’t YOUR people.

My prayer for all of you lovely ladies this week is that you will love yourself fiercely. I pray that you won’t dim your light to make others comfortable. I pray that you will be so much and so whole that it will scare them.

Happy #InternationalWomensDay 🌸

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What to do in Alaska!

Are you planning on going to Alaska? Dreaming of going on a cruise? Wanting to live vicariously through my life? (I hope you like children’s snot and vomit.) Then this blog post is for you!

My family and I went on an Alaskan Royal Caribbean Cruise in July and it was a blast! I decided I should go ahead and write about my favorite things I did while they are still fresh and crispy in my 23-year-old brain. If not for your enjoyment, than for my own later in life. 🙂

Hike.

My brother and I did a short hike through the Tongass National Forest while ported in Ketchikan. I’m pretty sure my brother did a hike every time we got off the ship (like a psychopath) and said it was his favorite part of the trip. One was good enough for me but if you’re a big time hiker/outdoorsmen/someone who probably runs marathons on Thanksgiving, this one’s for you!

Explore the town of Ketchikan.

This was definitely my favorite town in Alaska, maybe the world but idk. Ketchikan was our first stop in Alaska and you can imagine my surprise when I woke up in the morning after a solid 36 hours of cold and dark hibernation and saw this:

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Ketchikan was absolutely cute and funky. After our hike my brother and I went back to the ship to eat sad and strange quantities of food and then came back out to explore the town. We fell in love with the groovy-ness and decided some day when we were old and decrypted (maybe like 42 or 43) we would move back and live in a box by the bay.

Go whale watching.

I didn’t think this was going to be my favorite part of the trip. I mean, I grew up by Sea World so like, what’s the difference? However, it was definitely one of my favorites if not my favorite part of the trip. We got on a small boat (kind of like the one from Jaws except colder and equipped with hot cocoa) on the port of Icy Strait Point and headed out.

* Disclaimer: you might get sea-sick and you WILL be cold. It’s apart of the experience.

** disclaimer: My whale photos are a disgrace to the whales so really just enjoy this picture of me looking like a cold potato

Eat Salmon.

If you don’t like Salmon exit my blog right now. (You don’t really have to exit my blog but you should maybe seek therapy.)

My favorite Salmon was at the Gold Creek Salmon Bake in Juneau. Maple and Brown Sugar glaze YAS HUNTY.

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Ride a train – White Pass Scenic Railway

Pictures don’t do it justice but I’ll leave ya a few.

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Drink coffee, obviously.

Coffee is my favorite part about life after Jesus Christ the son of God (my family comes after coffee.) I enjoyed the funky shops and drinking coffee every day on the ship like it was water.

See the Hubbard Glacier.

400 years in the making and 76 miles long. Nature’s finest.

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What to do in Oregon… Portland and beyond.

Hi friends! Two years ago I spent the summer living in the beautiful city that is Portland, Oregon doing a missional internship with QuadW. The internship itself was an experience I’ll never forget, but doing it in Oregon made it even that much better. I did SO much while I was there and I realized today that I’d be a cruel and evil FOOL to not share all my knowledge. So, that being said, here are 12 things you need to do when in Portland (and surrounding areas).

1. Get some donuts

If you know anything about me or care about my existence AT ALL, you know I am a donut enthusiast. There is nothing I love better than a delicious donut. If you go to Portland and don’t eat donuts you are committing a DEADLY SIN. My recommendations? The original Voodoo Donuts, Blue Star, and a donut food truck.

 

2. Hike your booty off

It’s no surprise that the Pacific Northwest is known for its hikes. I did a hike every week while in Portland! Here are some of my faves

Multnomah Falls – a classic Portland landmark

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Salmon River

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Columbia River Gorge / Cascade Locks

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Hood River / Mitchell Point Overlook

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Ape Caves of Mount St. Helens – the most memorable and adventurous hike I’ve ever done.

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3. Drink Stumptown Coffee

Sadly, I wasn’t a coffee enthusiast yet at this point in my life. However, I did get me some Stumptown Coffee, a Pacific Northwest fave.

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4. Go to Mount Hood/Timberline Lodge

You can probably imagine this Southerners complete and utter surprise when we drove up to the Mountains for the Day in June and they were COVERED in snow. No warning (hence the capri leggings), just complete awe. Real tears were shed, folks. This was a memorable a spiritual moment for me.

 

 

 

5. Eat.

If there’s one thing I know how to do it’s eat. Here’s my fave places in and around Portland! (Picture creds to me but mostly to my dear friend Alex Bryan who is way better at taking food pics than me!)

Cubo – Hawthorne District, Portland

This place gave me a little taste of home and made me extremely happy.

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Burgerville – a Pacific Northwest fast food chain

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Brix Tavern – Downtown Portland

An affordable and yummy brunch spot!

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The Local Cow – Gresham, OR

Best burgers in my favorite little town.

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All the Food Trucks

Don’t matter which one, just try ’em all. Portland is notorious for its food trucks.

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6. Use Public Transportation

Tbh, I hate public transportation. That being said, Portland and surrounding areas had the easiest to navigate bus/transit system I’ve experienced. Plus, everything is better when you have 9 other friends with you at all times.

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7. Get lots and lots of ice cream

Whether it’s Tillamook from the cartons or Salt and Straw. Ice cream is a MUST.

 

 

8. Pick wildflowers and berries.

I so dearly miss walking home from the bus with all my pals, eating berries, and picking wildflowers and sticking them in my hair.

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9. Explore Cannon Beach

Make sure you visit this iconic beach and explore the sweet town after.

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10. Visit the Grotto

I didn’t know how much I would really like this Catholic outdoor shrine, but I loved it. The gardens, the spirituality, the labyrinth. Everything.

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11. Dye your hair a crazy color, just cuz

Keep Portland weird

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12. Be extra kind to my friends who live outside

Portland has a large homeless population that I spent some good quality time with while I was there and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. Make sure to be extra kind to them, they live lives worth knowing about.

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